Once again I find myself in that half empty, almost brain dead insomniatic state of mind. Tonight I didn't sleep because I had gotten up relatively late, and I had some things I wanted to get done before sun-up.
It seems that over the years my brain has decided that it wanted to function on 36 hours+ a day. I'm not really sure how it happened. Stimulant ADHD medication can keep you up all night, but my whole life I've never really had all that much use for sleep, and I've always functioned better at night, soo.... maybe this is just the way I'm supposed to function. Unfortunately, it does limit what kind of regular schedule I can keep, but on the otherhand it is technically a disability, and I could Social Security for it, but I want to succeed on my own. To sum it I'm torn between day and night, but that seems to be a recurring theme in my life.
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